#3Years

Today marks the 3 year “anniversary” that my mother “transitioned”. Three years ago I was a complete WRECK. I had a lot of unanswered questions. I had a lot of hatred in my heart. I was CONFUSED… I’d never get answers to why my childhood was… was it WAS… A year later… I began to understand it a LITTLE… I understood death a bit more… Two years later… I had MORE answers…. It wasn’t so much about the questions that were NOT answered… it was more about forgiveness… it was about understanding people do the best they can… with what they have… WHEN they have it… No longer was it about the “blame game”… it was about accepting things as they were… as they are…

THREE YEARS later…. the story has changed… LIVE LIFE for YOU!!!! Not for what people expect you to do… not based on what you THOUGHT you should do… LIFE is about living as YOU WISH…as YOU DESIRE!!! It’s about getting to the end… and NOT regretting it all…. NOT wishing you did this or that…. It’s truly about doing all that your heart and soul DESIRES…. Tomorrow is NOT PROMISED!!! Do all that you ever dreamed!!!! Live life with NO REGRETS!!! Regardless of what that may look like to others… At the end of the day… they will not be in the casket with YOU… nor… will they be with you in that incinerator… LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR YOOOUUUUUU!!!!! That’s the biggest lesson I’ve learned in these past 365 days to the day…

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  1. ON PERFECTION AND SATISFACTION

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    I Consider MySelf Perfect, the following Non-Exhaustive List would ALL DisAgree with Me; Being My:

    ♡ Parents, Family and Friends
    ♤ Ex-Friends, Ex-Lovers and Ex-Wife
    ♧ Clubbing – Former Employers Who Fired Me and Paid Me Out in Settlement – Clubbing

    …3DLife Experience is Interesting EveryOne; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that Most of Us Rely on Logic (Head) when Gut Instinct (Heart) is A More Reliable Guide and Infinitely More Satisfying…

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

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    ON EFFECTIVE COMMUNICATION

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

    I THINK!!! it Odd that We THINK!!! Controlling Contact with Others Gives Us ‘The Power’ over Others; please consider these examples:

    ♧ Clubbing – “NO CONTACT; EVER!!!” usually at The End of a Romantic/Sexual Relationship – Clubbing
    ♤ “They have to contact me first.” usually at The Beginning of a Romantic/Sexual Relationship
    ♡ “I wonder how they are but not sure whether or when to contact them.” usually at The Start of a Friendship

    …ultimately We ALL wanna be The Queen Bee with ALL ‘The Power’; it Seems Safer that way…the irony Being that The Person who initiates Contact has ALL ‘The Power’ because That Person KNOWS!!! Why They ARE Initiating Contact and The Other is in The Dark until The Conversation Commences; so I Suggest don’t worry about ‘The Power’ and, instead, Focus on What FEELS!!! like The Right Thing To Do in The Moment and Effectively Communicate or Postpone…

    ◇ – Diamond Hard – ◇

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