#BeBravePodcast
Here’s a podcast my wife and I uploaded over the summer. Hope it inspires you š
Tag: shame
#TheUnknown
Just a quick post-
I’ve found myself saying “I don’t know” a lot lately. I’m at the point where I even give a slight smirk as I say it. I guess that means I am getting more and more comfortable with saying it- Lol. I struggle daily with “allow things to work out as it needs to” and “FIGURE IT OUT NOOWWWW”!!!! Lololol- NO LIES. Somehow, the thought of “I’m still here” keeps me going. Somehow… the thought of looking back at the “inner work” I’ve been doing lately… was NOT in vain. Sidenote- it’s funny that I am listening to a song right now with the lyrics- “I release control… And surrender to the flow… Of love… That will heal me” by Alexa Sunshine Rose. Funny how the universe works. I guess that means… Stop stressing and CONTINUE to allow the universe to work FOR me.
To be continued…
#ManyDeaths
So many days
So many nights
Lost & Confused
A bruise
And a wound
Over again
My head & heart
Would spin
Death after death
My illusions
My thoughts
The confusion
Made me distraught
UN-learn who I was
Forget the ājust becauseā
Learn who I am
I know I CAN
Find the light within
Through the darkness
The depression
The āfitting inā
This is where it begins
Many deaths
To be born again
#MyWords
Not to ātootā my own horn
But… Iāll gladly ātootā itš
The universe is allowing me
To see
How amazingly powerful
My words truly are
Especially when I pull them
From the core of my heart
When I say & write
Exactly what it is
That I feel
Deep within
I am often reminded
āI said thatā
āI wrote thatā
āI thought thatā
āI MANIFESTED thatā
Too often
We fail to trust ourselves
Our capabilities
I am super grateful
For the reminders
From time to time
Case & Point
9 weeks ago
I commented on someoneās post
I said
āI have a dream to ________
One dayā
When I tell you
That exact dream is manifesting
As I type
Beyond my wildest dreams
My passion
My determination
My soul tribeās
Love…guidance…
Peace & protection āØ
Hereās to breaking
Generational curses
Hereās to instilling
Generational BLESSINGS š
#InBetween
The “in between” can be so tricky
It’s that space where
You are not where you were
But also not where you’re going
You look back
And see how far you’ve come
You see all that you’ve changed
All that you’ve released
All that you’ve gained
All that you’ve embraced
All that you’ve created
When you never imagined
You’d accomplish so much
So why the sense of “failure”
I guess it’s all a part of life
Maybe because I know
There’s so much more potential inside of me
Potential to be greater
To be smarter
To be kinder
To be happy
To be true to me
To be proud
To be purposeful
To be all that my heart and soul desires
My vision
Until then
The “in between” can be so tricky
#AnotherLeap
I am taking another leap… A GIGANTIC leap… A leap into the “unknown”. If you know me- you know I like to have control. A plan of x, y, and z. Nope, not this time. This time- I am choosing a different route. To say this is scary- is quite frankly an understatement. I can’t help but ask myself- is this the path I am going to take? Am I really sure? What if things don’t pan out…
Then I remind myself… I can’t afford to stay the same…I can no longer choose comfort over growth… My heart and soul is longing for more. That longing of “quality” over “quantity”. The “quantity” has served it’s purpose. One day- I may even go back to it. But RIGHT NOW- I NEED to do this… I DESERVE to do this… I worked so HARD for this… Day in and day out… Lesson after lesson… Destruction after destruction… There were many days I knew I wouldn’t make it… just one more day… However, there is a GREATER calling on my life. My destiny is BEYOND my wildest dreams. It’s funny because I can see it all so VIVIDLY in the distant, but near future. I’ve literally dreamt this in so many shapes and forms… Yet, I still don’t know how everything is going to work itself out…
There’s something about that powerful feeling within… it tells me EVERYTHING will be fine… We are working on your behalf… You have EARNED this!!! Not only are you doing this for yourself, but more importantly- you are doing it for others… to make this world a better place… you are also doing it for US… WE GOT YOU… Don’t worry about a single thing!!! And THAT… is EXACTLY what keeps me going… it keeps me smiling… despite not knowing the “how”, “where”, and “when”.
I smile as I type this… I’ve grown in sooo many ways. The old me would be freaking out right now- because I really just don’t even know… LOLOLOL. I’m coming to realize– THAT’S OKAY š
